Matt's photo is all over the paper today. I can't believe it :( burnt to death, what a way to go :(

Seems like I've been averaging one a year since Amber died. I miss Amber so, so much :( every time I lose someone else I think of her.

I'm seeing Angus tonight, we were supposed to catch a movie then I was going to make dinner and we might wander over to the pirate bar. Now I just don't know :/ I just want to sit and think about them.

I just want a hug.