What if I've made a huge mistake?
What if I'm risking losing something - someone - who is suddenly so very, very important?
Should I have left well enough alone?
If it weren't broke, should I have tried to fix it?
Is that what even happened?
I have two songs that came on in the car on the way into Northbridge tonight, and they've stayed with me, swirling round my head no matter how I try and get them out.
I know is that this is for the best.
It hurts.
But it is for the best. Friendship is so much more important than a fleeting encounter. Friendship is what I have to work to protect, what I should cherish. And so as much as it hurts now, I know that the feeling will pass and hopefully all will be well again.
Hopefully it's not too far gone.
I regret every tear shed that I was the cause of, direct and indirect, but I don't know if I regret putting that chain of events into motion. I now know how much I adored every second. Maybe that's something I was better off not knowing. Too late now, can't unsee, can't unfeel.
I hope it's not too late.
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