For so long I've felt numb. I've felt empty. I've felt sad, helpless and lost. But I guess I should thank you because now I feel angry, for the first time in a long time.
The anger is energising, it's revitalising, it's a white-hot edge that makes me want to stand up and be heard instead of deferring.
I'm not angry for today. I'm angry for every breach of privacy and trust. Instead of feeling hurt and helpless, I feel hurt and furious. I don't want to sit back and give the benefit of the doubt because there is no excuse now.
This feeling won't last but I should use it for as long as it's healthy to do so. I'm dying inside but instead of doing so with a whimper I want to stand up for myself.
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