Jay tells me that he started seeing his ex, Lauren, after they broke up but it wasn't because he missed her as a friend.

He says I'm not being stupid to miss someone I cared about a lot, and that it's more than he can say that I actually miss the friendship.

I feel like I've been left standing out in the cold after baring my soul.
I feel so alone.

I don't think there's any pleasure to be gained out of this situation, I don't think there's any moral high ground to take. I don't think there's a silver lining.

I wouldn't change a thing, but that doesn't make right now any less shitty.