Would love to just sit and talk and be back where everything made sense.

I'm busy and I'm having SO MUCH FUN but it's not the same and it does feel sometimes like something's missing.

Most times I don't notice or think about it but then someone says something or a song comes on and I'm a little melancholy for a time.

But I'm doing my best and I'm getting by and I'm having a blast.

Getting it all together now.
Guess I just wish I wasn't the only one.

Sometimes I think that to be cut out like this means that I meant everything, which is some comfort. Then I think maybe I was cut out like this because I meant nothing. And there's no way for me to know.

I'm still finding it difficult not to take it personally but I'm getting there slowly.

And I'm making friends and more social than I have been in years.

I saw Jake last night for the first time in yonks... I've missed him so much. Was good to catch up and chat :)