Still really stoked.

Also mad frustrated. You'd think getting laid a couple of times would take the edge off; apparently not lol.
Not sure what's gonna happen into the future.

Hope it keeps up because this is ace.

Probably best to keep step back a little at this point so we can both get our heads screwed on right.

I'm super, super glad it's not awkward or stilted though. It's nice to feel like nothing's changed on that level.

In other news I applied for a house today! Only one other lady at the inspection so depending on whether they get many other applications it may be a 50/50 split between us.
This whole debacle may be sorted sooner than I expected.

Still not sure what to do about scouts.
Maybe I'll leave for now. I can always join another troop if that's what I feel like doing down the line. Hampton is my home though, another troop feels wrong.
Ugh. Have to decide prior to Friday.

I'm glad it's not weird.
Everything hurts but in the best way possible which makes a pleasant change. It's a good shock to my body.

Next week I've no work (except maybe Wednesday) so with any luck he might be free sometime to hang out. Maybe not, who knows? All I know is my body has pricked its ears to the sound of pleasure. God.
That first time aaaa.