Well that was awkward

Well aware of how it looked when the tracking page came onscreen.

Awwwwkward. Worst part is I have actually had traffic from elsewhere I wanted to check up on. The stuff that was from overseas I'm intrigued by, but I'm kind of worried by the traffic coming in via Macs... I know who's logging on from a Mac and it's someone I'd rather not deal with.
The data is from between the 12th and the 19th of August which means he's reading it currently, presently. But I don't know when exactly.

What I do know is that the overseas traffic has been dropping off my stats - lost another country today.
Which means it doesn't store the info indefinitely, although I can't tell how long for. Which means the mac readings have to be relatively recent and ongoing or they wouldn't still show up...

ugh I don't care. As long as he doesn't contact me I don't have a lot to worry about.

I had a nightmare about him last night.
I haven't been sleeping right.

I'm worried about getting a call or a visit.
It makes me nervous and it makes it hard to sleep.

I'm applying for another house today!
Can only hope it goes better than last time. It can't go worse lol.

ugh I'm so anxious about this. I can't eat or sleep :(
I took a break from the page to see if the hits would drop off but they haven't seemed to.
Nothing to do but take a deep breath and ignore it.

On another note my body realised it's been a few days and wants me to fix it. Sorry body, gotta wait.
Nice to be back in the zone though I gotta say!

Did a big clean today.
Feels good man!
Just gotta drop down that application and I'm good to go.

Meeting up with Belle Thursday night hopefully, she said something about going out Saturday too so we'll see what happens there. If not Mel wanted to go out as well so we'll see what comes of it. Maybe I'll have other plans or just decide to stay in instead. Who knows?
Phillip I don't even know... Friday perhaps.
He made another weird comment. It makes my skin crawl, I don't like it. I don't want to be a wet blanket but I'd like it to stop. Not sure how to bring that up without making a big deal of it. I'll worry about it when I see him.